Public review of the second book of Francis Scardona, "Anime cut"
SYNOPSIS
A transsexual sadist who tries to find meaning in their lives through their own and others' suffering.
"The more pain I'll try, I'll have more to live. only push the threshold of tolerance of my torment ever addition , I can hope to be immortal. If there is still something for which I suffer in this world, for sure I will not wipe out all the rest.
The fact is that I tried. I tried it for real. But I have not found anything else. Something that goes beyond the anguish. Something more than the execution. Life ends there where the pain ends. Fine. Fade out. It makes no sense to hope for more. Continue to delude themselves.
Pain is the only size available. It was the only thinkable. It is the only sensible thing. Real.
The truth is that the pain is all. The pain is life itself and without it we cease to exist.
Soon the bell will sound, yet another, naive, mistake of nature will follow me, unconsciously, in my bedroom and the scene will be repeated. The pain will be free.
Again ... "
Pain is the only viable alternative to anything immaterial in our lives? All the anguish, all the pain we carry inside are really so free? so foolish?
A transsexual convinced that suffering is the only real thing and sense of his whole entire life. The pages of the book will accompany us into the abyss of pain and torment that is the existence of this so grotesque protagonist: a childhood lived between the figure of the absent father and her oppressive mother figure, the first, traumatic sexual experiences; stories of friends who end up in the blood, the ratio is always present from the beginning, with the death and all that it entails.
You can get to hate life so much that hope to completely cancel themselves and can, at the same time, love her so much to accept being reduced to such a grotesque freak of nature?
The story is divided into two different time points: on the one hand we have the previous life of the protagonist (told in third person), the other his current life (narrated in first person) with its unique form of sadism sex influenced and corroded all other aspects of his life.
The hope of something that is beyond the pain, something that is not just anxiety. The need to not feel its weight. The desire to feel free themselves. The obsessive search continuously, for something else.
A long, delirious trip through that painful spiral and carcinogen that is the life of each of us.
A long, piercing scream unheard.
Click on the page " Anime Cut" and discover the book.
A transsexual sadist who tries to find meaning in their lives through their own and others' suffering.
"The more pain I'll try, I'll have more to live. only push the threshold of tolerance of my torment ever addition , I can hope to be immortal. If there is still something for which I suffer in this world, for sure I will not wipe out all the rest.
The fact is that I tried. I tried it for real. But I have not found anything else. Something that goes beyond the anguish. Something more than the execution. Life ends there where the pain ends. Fine. Fade out. It makes no sense to hope for more. Continue to delude themselves.
Pain is the only size available. It was the only thinkable. It is the only sensible thing. Real.
The truth is that the pain is all. The pain is life itself and without it we cease to exist.
Soon the bell will sound, yet another, naive, mistake of nature will follow me, unconsciously, in my bedroom and the scene will be repeated. The pain will be free.
Again ... "
Pain is the only viable alternative to anything immaterial in our lives? All the anguish, all the pain we carry inside are really so free? so foolish?
A transsexual convinced that suffering is the only real thing and sense of his whole entire life. The pages of the book will accompany us into the abyss of pain and torment that is the existence of this so grotesque protagonist: a childhood lived between the figure of the absent father and her oppressive mother figure, the first, traumatic sexual experiences; stories of friends who end up in the blood, the ratio is always present from the beginning, with the death and all that it entails.
You can get to hate life so much that hope to completely cancel themselves and can, at the same time, love her so much to accept being reduced to such a grotesque freak of nature?
The story is divided into two different time points: on the one hand we have the previous life of the protagonist (told in third person), the other his current life (narrated in first person) with its unique form of sadism sex influenced and corroded all other aspects of his life.
The hope of something that is beyond the pain, something that is not just anxiety. The need to not feel its weight. The desire to feel free themselves. The obsessive search continuously, for something else.
A long, delirious trip through that painful spiral and carcinogen that is the life of each of us.
A long, piercing scream unheard.
Click on the page " Anime Cut" and discover the book.
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